JenovaBoi

Maybe I should try to keep a journal on here rather than staring blankly at Facebook most of the time. After a little bit too much thinking regarding Cosplay, self-esteem and concerns about my own future I've decided that I should make a list of goals. As some of you no doubt know the last year and a bit has been a rollercoaster in terms of ups and downs regarding perhaps everything in my life. I came to the conclusion about a week or so ago that one of my major vices is that maybe I'm trying to be too much, to fit in with so many different crowds of people - that I enjoy so many different things that it's hard to keep up the multiple persona

Back to reality / work tomorrow! Noooo! As ever I get so caught up with the post-con come down it's not funny. However unless we can find a cheaper way of accommodating EXPO for October I doubt whether we'll be going (or at least in cosplay/staying at hotels kinda way, i mean we live 20 mins down the road!). The indication of how much more expensive it was to stay in a hotel hit my non-pay risen pockets a LOT harder than last year! JENOVA absolutely killed me! It's an endurance-cosplay thats for sure but hey! you don't learn this unless you try. When my head wasn't hurting from tight heavy helmet + zentai suit seam + wig band, my lower back

I'm going to keep it short but I had to post this somewhere it's been on my mind all day!! Long-story short, I had a muse-attack/brainwave on the train on the way in to work. It's an explosive idea and I NEED to write it in a fic. Stay posted... Oh and muse relevant lyric I listened to on my iphone: Shinedown - Left Out "I know that you need to get even And I know it's for all the right reasons And I, well I know that your staring at the edge And I, well I know that you need to get even" **EDIT - I COULDN'T HELP MYSELF: http://jenovaboi.livejournal.com/1248.html**